enjoy it.

“Enjoy it,” I heard.

My mind flooded with noise from various areas of my life. Lies were whispered to me. Discontentment flooded my soul.

“God, I mean, will it every happen to me?  I packed up my life and moved back home. I am living back at home with my parents. When will the time come to move out? When will I every find the right house to call mine? House hunting is emotionally and physically exhausting. Where will I find my community? What church do you want me to get involved with? Will I ever meet a person I want to spend the rest of my life with? (or maybe more like someone who WANTS to be with me? Ha!)”

“Enjoy it.”

Psalm 37:4 says, “Delight yourself in the LORD, and he will give you the desires of your heart.”
You know, I am incredibly thankful for a Father who KNOWS me and knows what is GOOD for me. It is not a matter of what; in fact, it is ALL about the when. As we listen and walk with Him, desires are planted in our hearts while we are here.  When we experience those desires, we should be practically, spiritually and emotionally taking steps towards those desires and patiently waiting on the Lord’s timing of Him bringing them to fruition.

The enemy’s lies should be a fleeting thought in the wind for me. My real struggle is that I overanalyze and worry about the very thing that God has called me to simply “enjoy.” Enjoying and trusting God leads to contentment and consistency in your life.

Instead of us growing weary in the wait time, I pray for the ability to focus on the beauty of the Father and how much He loves us kids. Simply put, He wants us to BE kids and ENJOY having Him and only Him.

your house.

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“We walk into houses that are not ours. Then, when the concrete shifts, that house of cards tumbles to the ground. But God. God rebuilds a house. This  house has your name on it, and He awaits you walking through the front door and owning the process. Owning what He has built for you.”   Cheryl Wood

 Life is given to us by God. It is a gift and is very precious. However, when going through trials of various kinds, our hearts only yearn that much more for the King’s return. In the meantime, He is asking for our whole – every aspect of what makes us who we are. He desires that we accept His sanctifying of our whole completely –spirit, soul and body. (2 Thess. 5:23) God is preforming a work in us and will preform it until Christ returns. I believe there is a reason God specifically ordered those three aspects of life in a human and how it relates to cultivating and experiencing true joy amidst a trial.

First up is the spirit. This is the absolute core of who we are. In Genesis 2:7, it states that, “[God] breathed into his nostrils the breath of life, and the man became a living creature.” He created us with five different senses which enabled us to interact fully with the intricately created world around us. Second up is the soul (and mind) where we are able to manage our emotions and our thinking patterns. Last up is the body and taking care of what we have been given which includes the following: choosing to be physically active, eating well, obtaining enough rest, and being free of any addictions.

This past weekend, He gave me the gracious gift of going away to a cabin in Asheville, NC for a short trip with some of my dearest sisters in Christ. This was a refreshing time away from all the busy and stress that life throws at us. We were able to completely remove ourselves from situations back home and just focus on each other, His beautiful handiwork, but most importantly, resting and being still in His presence. I am sure God was smiling down on us as we were like kids in a candy shop as we saw His glory manifest in front of us.

A specific experience that stood out to me from the trip was when we all hiked up the mountain to the lookout at the top. There were five of us girls and we all had different stopping points so we could catch our breath, especially being at a higher elevation. We would then wait on and with each other, converse, laugh, trip and fall, and even help each other through different parts of the hike. All that to say, we FINALLY made it to the top and BOY was it worth it. This got me thinking about life (of course). It is a process. Sanctification is a process. But God, being our Father knows what is best for us, and He is changing us from the inside out –spirit, soul, and body. He is not just telling us to fend for ourselves when we are in the middle of a crisis. He is actually so good that He provides strength through His people around us. On a human level, it is so easy to tell someone who is in a difficult circumstance to change, move or “hike” faster because we see what is better. But God knows what is BEST for us and that means that we need to appreciate the sanctification process he is bringing us through and enjoy every little aspect along the way so that we learn more about the rhythm of His heart. He begins changing our spirit, then our soul, and will indefinitely be displayed through our physical actions of how we take care of ourselves and live God out loud.

He has created us in His image and will continue chipping away on us what does not look like Himself. That is a process and it requires patience. Remember to stop living in someone’s house. Rather, walk through the front door of the house that God has designed FOR YOU. Enjoy it. Embrace it. Patiently wait for God to genuinely change you from the inside out. Choose joy for yourself.

Romans 8:24-25 “For in this hope we were saved. Now hope that is seen is not hope. For who hopes for what he sees? But if we hope for what we do not see, we wait for it with patience.”

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(Pictures taken in Asheville, NC.)

Resources:
Blue Letter Bible Commentary